today is so boreing and i cant txt my friend because my phone got shut off !!! yesterday i had fun tho i got to hang out with tim shane and cory and kim and alex and alota other people so i had fun !ive been so bizy i havnt been able to update sorry ! well im gona put some icons and stuff on here cuz im bored so coment me! <3 i saved the messages
you left on my phone
so when I missed you
I could listen to
your voice <3 *turn on the shower
lock the door
fall upon the tile
&& cry once more
grab a towel
damp the sounds
don't let a soul hear
that you're breaking down* ~ It’s hard to watch someone you love
change before your eyes and know
you can't do anything about it,
&& it's heartbreaking to remember
them as they once were.~ We spend hours on the phone talking about nothing but all those nothings mean something to me. *HER HEARTS GOTTEN USED TO THE FACT
THAT SHE'LL NEVER HOLD HIM LIKE SHE DID BEFORE.
&& WHEN SHE CALLS HIS NAME, IT WON'T HAVE THE SAME
AFFECT ON HIM AS IT DID BEFORE.
IT'S HARD, BUT SHE'S LEARNING TO LIVE WITH IT* he took the razor out of her hand and said,
"every cut to your wrist is a stab to my heart" She whispered 'I wanna die'
in an empty room
& the scream of 'I wanna be saved'
echoed all around her ~SHE HAD NOT STOPPED THINKING ABOUT HIM FOR A SINGLE
MOMENT SINCE HE HAD REJECTED HER THREE YEARS AGO.
SHE DID NOT HAVE TO KEEP A RUNNING TALLY,
DRAWING A LINE FOR EACH DAY,
BECAUSE NOT A DAY PASSED THAT SOMETHING DID NOT HAPPEN
TO REMIND HER OF HIM.~ | 
